Hi! So much things have changed in the last few months. I always thought that I want to write a post about this and that, but I always ended up postpone it. So yeah, right now, I decided to sit down and writing. About these overload events that happened in my life.

So I am currently working at a small architects consultant since last month. It's so hard at the beginning. You know, architecture or designing, are my biggest challenge and insecurities during my time in university, and, that's my job now. It makes me so depressed, I feel like I'm running in the same place. I'm always jealous to people who can make that oh-so-beautiful design, but my brain is just, just, just stuck. It's not that I completely hate working because university is tough as well. The difference, is, if university days are full of events and exploding feelings, on the other hand, working is kind of... flat. I feel like I really really need something to be excited about. But you just go through on your routines. On the weekend I feel so tired and I just want to be on my bed all day. My working days are basically the combination of three types of days: 1. Hard and difficult days when your boss get angry because you make a lot of mistakes. 2. Lazy, laid back days when you are alone at the office 3. Super busy days when you have to work overnight. Strange is, I like busy days, I feel so important and needed. Yeah like that, I feel so unsure like, where am I heading to? So hard to stay positive... But the other big change is I can buy things on my own. I didn't say I can buy nicer things, but maybe that small things that gives us little pleasure. 

Well those are my lately days right now, and there's some more below, including my graduation and my new obsessions.

By the way, I edited my pictures in this post using free photoshop curves by my favorite food blogger, eatandtreats, called DRIZZLE, you can find it here.

I went to Jember last week for Jember Fashion Carnaval. It's basically a runway on the street, with people wearing unique costumes. And it's AMAZING!!! The costumes, shoes, makeup, acts, everything was so cool. This year, the main theme is Revival, with sub-themes garuda, olympic, hortus, chandelier, woods, techno cyber, paradisaea, and barong. I took a lot of photos, I know. I was having a hard time sorting it because there are so many costumes and I can't choose which one is better. Just try to scroll till the end, okay? If I have to pick, my favorite is the blue ones because they stand out so much. I think everyone must see this, Indonesian people can make creation like that!