Hi! This is me being a heavy - midnight thinker again. I believe 2016 was great for almost everyone, the best for some. Everyone traveled, graduated, got married. Everyone started to live in their dream cities, visited places they've always dreamed about, found the person they've always waited for, eat food they've always want to try, watched shows they've always wanted to see, experienced feelings they've always wanted to feel, buy things they've always wanted to have. Every events and gatherings were good times full of laughter. In general, everyone got the best of life. There are many obstacles and working hard times, but we passed it quickly and safely. Everyone's wishlist and bucket list are checked, everyone is closer to their dreams. 

It is, for me to. Not the best year, it's really up and down for me, but I can tell you I got every little wish of mine (the realistic one of course) come true . It's even overhelmed me a little bit. I finished my final project, I graduated, I got a job, I ate a lot of good food, I watched great shows, I tried so many products, I experienced a lot of new things, I made good memories. And as everyone, I'm grateful for 2016.

Spent majority of my last few months with my family, we have some trips planned and I'm excited about that. My new year's eve celebration was great too. We have this amazing food tradition from year to year since I was born. My sister and I love it so much and ate a looot since we're just able to eat that once a year. This way I feel so lucky to born in a family that have good food tradition, and just very passionate about it. 

Stepping into 2017, I have that anxiety about entering a brand new world I know nothing about. I'm in the process of making up my mind about what I want to do and to get this year. Meanwhile, happy new year everyone! I hope we can continue our journey to reach our dreams and closer to it day by day. Wishing you a happy and miraculous year :D

IT IS OUR CHOICES, THAT SHOW WHAT WE TRULY ARE,

FOR MORE THAT OUR ABILITIES.

J.K. ROWLING

LOVE, S 

Hi! So much things have changed in the last few months. I always thought that I want to write a post about this and that, but I always ended up postpone it. So yeah, right now, I decided to sit down and writing. About these overload events that happened in my life.

So I am currently working at a small architects consultant since last month. It's so hard at the beginning. You know, architecture or designing, are my biggest challenge and insecurities during my time in university, and, that's my job now. It makes me so depressed, I feel like I'm running in the same place. I'm always jealous to people who can make that oh-so-beautiful design, but my brain is just, just, just stuck. It's not that I completely hate working because university is tough as well. The difference, is, if university days are full of events and exploding feelings, on the other hand, working is kind of... flat. I feel like I really really need something to be excited about. But you just go through on your routines. On the weekend I feel so tired and I just want to be on my bed all day. My working days are basically the combination of three types of days: 1. Hard and difficult days when your boss get angry because you make a lot of mistakes. 2. Lazy, laid back days when you are alone at the office 3. Super busy days when you have to work overnight. Strange is, I like busy days, I feel so important and needed. Yeah like that, I feel so unsure like, where am I heading to? So hard to stay positive... But the other big change is I can buy things on my own. I didn't say I can buy nicer things, but maybe that small things that gives us little pleasure. 

Well those are my lately days right now, and there's some more below, including my graduation and my new obsessions.

By the way, I edited my pictures in this post using free photoshop curves by my favorite food blogger, eatandtreats, called DRIZZLE, you can find it here.