Maybe I will be a little bit vulnerable on this post, I'm just trying to get out all this thought I have in mind. 

So, I'm doing my final project now and it comes really close to the end. I put so much hope and expectation on everything because this is my final semester. On people, on what I do. I want to end my four years university life with good memories. I've been dreaming of this grand ending with a lot of speech because this journey has never been short and easy. I should end this and say that I'm proud of everything. 

But that expectation makes me so fragile. I'm so easy to feel disappointed, betrayed, and brokenhearted. These past years has exceeded my expectation. But life goes on and I can't put everything in just a moment. What happened in the past will still be there. The present and the future are different than that.

WHEN YOU TRY YOUR BEST BUT YOU DON'T SUCCEED

WHEN YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT BUT NOT WHAT YOU NEED

WHEN YOU FEEL SO TIRED BUT YOU CAN'T SLEEP

STUCK IN REVERSE

WHEN THE TEARS COME STREAMING DOWN YOUR FACE

WHEN YOU LOSE SOMETHING YOU CAN'T REPLACE

WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE BUT IT GOES TO WASTE

COULD IT BE WORSE?

LIGHTS WILL GUIDE YOU HOME

AND IGNITE YOUR BONES

AND I WILL TRY TO FIX YOU

- FIX YOU, COLDPLAY

LOVE, S